Fucked off big time !

Ive had enough , i really have . What a shit week . Oh its only Wenesday yet too so its not even over yet... The Meriva head gasket has blown so im scrapping it !   Money down the drain and a garage bill yet to pay . Im so sick of this shit , hundreds of pounds pissing away on shit and nothing to show for it either.
  The next day reveals i may not be seeing as much of a good friend in the future either unless something changes and this is the final straw . Money is just money at the end of the day , however infuriating its waste is . Not at all happy . Really not . Im sick of hassle and complications its all a waste of time and something is gonna give big time cos im so fucked off . This is when things get done in my world !!!! 
  My mobile is lost too . I know have a lap top though but no land line till the 9th . I have a new credit card now to as the old cancelled one was used in " fraudulant activity " apparently . So not everything is at a halt yet . I go through phases when everything needs replacing at once with bigger and better i expect .

Uneasy

Today is wet and stormy in Dent . Its warm but there is an atomosphere of winter . I dont think ive seen such bad weather in June . At least my hay fever is dampened down . Its a boring inbetween day . Cant be bothered to trail any where but bored all the same . Dent is swamped with visiters and no doubt it will be very muddy ...
  We have made a start on silaging for a couple of days but gave over due to weather . Waiting for finer weather now . ( my Dad and Sister are discussing the pro's and cons of assisted suicide on the phone ) Oh god , you couldnt make it up ......