Dead ?

So when did you first realise something was wrong and you might have to go and see the Doctor ? ; When I was dead ?

This belongs on Golden

Strangely April feels like and looks like December . The trees are bare and black like they are in December . The light is dull like in December and the temperature is chilly and damp like in December . A feeling of winter energy is in the air too for those who can sense such subtle changes . A very odd and unique set of circumstances ive not seen or sensed before . Damn this should have gone on Golden !