Wednesday, November 6

Cant think of a clever title for this

Yes , a blog can get quite outrageous at times . Of course we don't choose to fill it with mundane information about our lives or everyday stuff , we only post the more " interesting " parts and our most bizarre or unsettling experiences . Yes this could lead to a slightly colourful view of our character being formed by other readers . I think whats more important is we find some way forward for ourselves through our writing , because where else could we express our most important or bizarre views ?  How long would you have to wait in real life before you confided what you write in a blog to someone . It would never happen as things that we write about are not subjects that are casually or easily dropped into a quick " chat " To expose your views openly and an ominously is also in a funny way more private than expressing them " in real life "   A bizarre paradox . Nowadays everyone I know has a torrid part to their lives and nothing much makes me judge to harshly as im hardly the norm myself .

What David did next...

I sometimes wonder if we subconsciously manufacture circumstances in our lives to avoid an uncomfortable truth about ourselves we can not face . Maybe . I know that a crises can fully occupy your mind , but what happens after it passes ? A cold long hard look at your self with no distractions . Quickly you may form another lesser crisis  and search intently for the intensity of old anxiety patterns .  The fear , then the realisation things really are OK after all . This takes your mind off the everyday dull thud , thud of the days passing . Maybe...