A short angry post

 Today I found out that relatives of mine whose mother is gravely ill in hospital have to book appointments well in advance to see her. Visitor groups are limited and thus anyone person has wait a week between visits approx due to  her large family. Why this inhumane stance ?  Covid regulations of course. Its even worse in another nearby hospital where you cannot visit at all !

So in a life and death situation silly petty rules hinder a person in visiting a parent or loved one who could be rapidly running out of time. It makes my blood boil even though my family are lucky enough not to be in that situation and if god forbid  If I was suddenly in that situation...well its enough to break someone. The bloody NHS. Not the heros we are led to believe all the time. People wont be banging pots and pans and cheering in the streets if they find the NHS torturing them this way in their hour of need. Yet nothing is said on the news at all. Not a thing.

Its most likely sill bureaucracy, but it just looks like they have something to hide, maybe. Time will tell, but it seems very odd.

Whats Going On - 4 Non Blondes lyrics

O.K Im confused now. I heard this song this morning on the radio and for years I thought it was sung by Cher. It sounds like Cher, but YouTube shows up nothing under her name for this song. Anyway what really struck me this morning was the fact that what on earth happens to you if you want to revolt against the " revolution " ? 

There is a revolution going on now. Its all those subjects that make us rant and what the everyday person tells you to your face they think is rubbish. The news is a tidal wave of opinion thats religiously now viewed as default facts that no one should even challenge. The news used to debate stories. In fact I once posted how they started  a news report stating a fact and then tore it apart until you werent sure it was a fact at all.

 They dont even challenge their own stories or reports anymore. Gone is all counter balance. They have thrown in the towel. Now thats a big change. Its scary. So all these " woke " ideas are throughout all media and are at fever pitch here in the UK, but ask anyone over 30 and they will tell you its utter " rubbish " or " I never watch the news ". I just cant see how these two realities exist alongside each other and  " never the twain shall meet as they say". 

I havent felt so good recently and you know what ? Its no wonder. The stress ive been put under by the intense fear and brain washing of the past 18 months is no small matter. Add to the fact I have abstained from bowing down, which has left me feeling isolated, and I have not given in to the cure all cure that most have found false comfort in.

 I think there are also much deeper spin offs of having not conformed as in you are now in a different reality to those who have in a quantum physics kind of way. Society's future has changed on mass the day they bowed down but for the minority, they are trying to continue in the old way ahead and I think that is the source of our discomfort. I may have hit the nail on the head here. Time will tell. There is no way out of that either... Ive strayed into Goldens territory now so I shall shut up.