Friday, August 17

One year on

So its nearly one year on since " that holiday !" and considering the fall out that occurred its not been the hellish year i forecast for myself  . I cant speak for others though as ive only had enough energy for my own " situations "  No i think ive weathered the storm  quite well and things have turned out OK . Only one loose end to tie up now or will it tie me up ummmmm, i shall see but its gonna be tricky......
   OMG ive made another human being ! Its taken 6 months to sink in... and sometimes , no lets be honest here it is quite disturbing or should i say rather alarming seeing a pair of eyes , real eyes summing you up in a solid little human . Of course some of you will remember my rather apprehensive attitude before hand and that still has its residues when you weren't to happy about being sent down that road , but yeah its worked out well cos I know it might not have done cos i know what i want or don't want . Luckly i swung the right way in the end !
  Its very wet again and humid tonight  . Work is uncomfortable . Waiting to see what comes next .... the end or the beginning , i hope the beginning. Its been a strange wet summer of slow burnings . New things are coming and the old cling on still but everything needs refreshing and now is the time , it really is ... so raise to the occasion !!! The time is near.....

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