Im fed up of pretending this isnt so.....

Im sick and tired of loosing friends . Full stop . People ive known for years . People I could tell anything to , and I do mean anything . They have gone for what reasons are irrelevant . I can not explain how sad that makes me . I cant afford this in my life . They were my bedrock . Yes I have my family but family cant fill the whole of a man . There is  a taboo you wont find broken in any other blog.....