My face book page is dead . Well it still exists , but due to asking someone else to change my password for me and then said person forgetting what they had changed the new password to , I can no longer access my page . Why would I have someone do this ? Well it was a temporary idea to limit the amount of time I spent on there . Its worked ! Of course I could re-set my pass word to re-gain my entry to my page but funnily I don't want to . Maybe this is the perfect excuse to leave it all behind . I sometimes wondered if subconsciously I had planned this little caper all along....
The irony is though that some younger members of our family set the page up for me about 2 years ago as a joke of sorts without me knowing . Well I said I didn't care if they did this and didn't think they would spend the time and energy doing it . I was wrong ! Anyway I ended up with a page by default strangely , and now Ive lost it in a similar manner and Im really not too bothered . It was hell really . Here ends the sorry story of my on line debacle . A full circle reveals the truth I guess .
There were times face book was fun . There were times it was hell . For example having to look on a daily basis at some things that were extremely personally disturbing , of course only to me . That was the problem . You see one single picture encompassed every ones reality , and I started to have problems deciding how real situations were on there , when in real life what I saw was contradictory . That fuelled a few with drawls over the past few years . When used for trivial messing around I guess its fine , but for anything that matters to you I would advise to sticking to a less public medium .
Like many there were times when face book caused me to feel ill when logging on . Before anyone laughs ( because we all have our points of life that hold us hostage ) I know several people who have had " problems " caused by this social networking site that were similar . Turning on each day to see what abomination someone had posted was like playing Russian Roulette . Of course all this was subjective only to me , and there lies the problem . Others don't know your inner workings, and to be exposed on a daily basis to some things that once were out of site elsewhere in life is I believe an extremely dangerous situation , not to mention un-natural to .
Oh Yes , Ive made the right decision to stay away from this site . Im going to stop writing before I drag the past back up . The end !
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