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Welcome to the show ! Watch a man cornered at last . You will hear the truth from my view point here . Will it all work out , maybe, maybe not . It will make or destroy me and no in between ! Should i be putting this on a blog ? Probably not but it beats the total exposure of face book . Besides if i dont i may well go mad ..Cant say anyone else isnt stressed at the moment , theres a lot going on for us all . I can hear the empty sighs from here ....
  And most importantly if you do understand me then im  lost for words   :  )    Ive just be told to " relax " ! Errr thats OK then im fine now......

Fuck knows.....

Its be coming increasingly apparent I'm nearly totally isolated at the moment in my feelings . I confided in a friend and she couldn't get out of our house fast enough ! People in general don't really understand my outlook . They never will . Its always been this way since my school days . Im thrust once again into the next " inititation " of life like everyone else only i never wanted to be on this path so am here by default . Why do people find this so hard to understand  ?