In a funny mood . So whats new....

I'm in a funny mood today . The wind is howling round our windows and its sunshine and showers . I find this time of year hard . Im in between mind sets and in between seasons ....
.Eventually when the short winter days begin I  suffer from the dreaded  Seasonal Disorder . This is an extreme transformation for me . Physically im reduced to 50% . My mind slows down . My world narrows . I become constantly tired but these effects are beginning now very , very slowly and will accumulate steadily peaking at Christmas . By then I will be raging inside , foul tempered and of savage mind !!! Socially I wont give a f**** . I have to force myself to buy presents ! It is the most unfortunate time to feel this way as everyone is forcing happiness but Im doomed till the days start to lengthen in March , then its a slow process back " up "  to more energy and spring .This is also an unpleasant process as my mindset then widens to the everyday stuff and the coming future . These two different sides to me are so huge when im in one I doubt the other exists till I feel the seasons change , as today .
  Hey the upside of going " down " is well..... nope ! That's a story for Golden !!!

The Great Asda / Satan

Well its finally happened . A tipping point has been reached . The Great Satan Asda has finally stopped me from purchasing from their store . Today I was faced with 20 new self service machines that I refuse to use and huge queues at the conventional tills so I dumped my stuff and walked out . All this from a store that breaks its own neck to try and be consumer friendly .