Now this says it all......

A sharp suited commentator on Sky News has just spouted that UK house prices are going up by £500 a month . He says this is good news and is some extra money in peoples pockets in these hard times ?  Apparently this is a sign of economic recovery . REALLY ? How does that work then ? This is putting already out of reach houses further out  peoples reach . And the only reason houses are going up is because our government is guaranteeing loans for deposits . This is causing prices to rise artificially , not that anyone cares . The bloody banks must love it !!! First they go bust , then are bailed out , then the government causes house prices increase . And they call this a recovery . F****** hell    !!!!  This sums up the short term head in the sand attitude of our childish " democracy "    .  A family member says we only get the democracy we deserve...

What a strange night

Ive never felt like I do tonight . Its been a long summer . Its now becoming a grimy slow decline into Autumn . Someone said to me summer is on its death bed . Events drift so far and time can trick us into apathy or lifes changing currents . Do I fight the current or as now take advantage of it ? Im no longer sure Im fit for this endeavour though I may have got what is considered by most to be a trivial situation out of proportion . Time is guilty of that and only " suck it and see " seems to give me any guidance or comfort in the view that all is alright . After so long one must make an effort in case one has written off a situation with too much zeal , but im so scared that its already gone to push and find out . I shall do so anyway .....
 Someone wrote tonight that sometimes failure at a situation is not your own fault but others who aren't up to the job of a relationship or friendship . True.