Ive never felt like I do tonight . Its been a long summer . Its now becoming a grimy slow decline into Autumn . Someone said to me summer is on its death bed . Events drift so far and time can trick us into apathy or lifes changing currents . Do I fight the current or as now take advantage of it ? Im no longer sure Im fit for this endeavour though I may have got what is considered by most to be a trivial situation out of proportion . Time is guilty of that and only " suck it and see " seems to give me any guidance or comfort in the view that all is alright . After so long one must make an effort in case one has written off a situation with too much zeal , but im so scared that its already gone to push and find out . I shall do so anyway .....
Someone wrote tonight that sometimes failure at a situation is not your own fault but others who aren't up to the job of a relationship or friendship . True.
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