Sick, sick, sick, sick and more *&^&&**& sick of waiting...

 

 

I am sick, absolutely sick of everything. Im sick of rain. Im sick of a never ending Winter. Im sick of mud and hail. Im so sick that I find it hard to state just how sick I am of cars. My new car is having a second gearbox repair at my own expense. In the 6 weeks ive owned it ive been waiting for 3 of them for it to come out of garages. Im tired of days filled with rain that drag on and on. Time moves slow and nights are cold and wet. Im fed up of waiting for people. Im sick of it. I don't know whats gone wrong in the scheme of things during this last 2 months, but I seem to have lost my way and im heading only ever in one direction. I feel trapped in a " ground hog " style scenario. Just a change of season would jolt me out of this rut, but I wait. I wait and I wait and I wait. As I type the room darkens as another heavy hail shower moves up the dale. After the wettest Winter on record this is the final straw.