Looking back....

I have recently been accused of being a little to obsessed with my blogging . Apparently
 " You re  face is never out of that lap top " . Looking back I remember why I first started writing . Yes it was a coping mechanism and it still is today despite situations eventually changing . I see no harm in daily writing , in fact life without it would be less pleasurable .
    Trawling back through my past posts I see  have been or appeared to have been very angry !  " It must be so tiring being so angry at everything ? "   Well not really as I was blowing off steam about subjects that were at the time quite important in the news to me and at the time this kept my mind off other problems I couldn't face   . Also I had things going on in my life meaning I was more hyped than  I might have otherwise been . This maybe exaggerated my mouth offs looking back or maybe not . Besides it doesn't really matter as once again I can look back and say that isn't quite me anymore .
     Its funny because for the second time after discovering an interesting person I find myself saying that the person I was is not the person I am today . Where and when those dividing lines occurred Im afraid I cant decide . The answers wont be on this blog though as I notice us bloggers can rattle on for years without saying the one thing that hinges all our entries  ( and it is years ) together . That's the part of us we can never publish , though many will read between the lines . Maybe even others have us better sussed than we know ourselves . A scary thought ? We shall never know.....

     And as for my Golden blog , well that's all very subjective so that's as real as it ever was !!! Yes I did that on purpose because that very fact sums up why I write it . Dont get it ? Well you re best off sticking to Driftingsideways then ...   

P.S   I wrote this post this morning with my own circumstances very much in mind . It sounds like Im  tarring the rest of the blog scene with the same brush as me , that isn't right ! I apologise if anyone took offence . I'm just musing about my own personal history today looking back over it all ...