Its fuck 'o clock in the morning and Im shattered with the sound track of a shrieking child who wont stop in bed again , again and again . All I want is peace . This happens at 6.30 every morning morning and is now graduating to through the night . Its been a long year and a long tiring Spring . Im exhausted inside and out. Like most people I know ive had enough. Sounds harsh but you know your the same really .only you don't shout so much about it, maybe the world would be a better place if you did ?
Every year we all drag our selves along until we reach a holiday and a rest. We get a gulp of oxygen and then its back under water again and somehow we carry on. But many of us don't do we ? Many end up on pills and stagger on regardless. The dance of the macabre , and this is the norm... How have we ended up like this ? OK Im not in a sound mood at the moment, but that doesn't stop that last statement being true .
I feel like I did 2 years ago . Its odd. That's because there is no escaping yourself. This is the eternal truth. It can be ugly I guess...
Whats getting me through the day/ night at the moment ? 4 Good Year high performance tyres that are making my Ford Focus's handling as sharp as f***( and on the intellectuall side of the equation; a book about Madame Blavatsky ) ! Oh yes , the true me is here alright. Check out my dual use of a bracket to form part of an pseudonym of an expletive .Wahey !
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